In my home office I have a kind of shrine. It’s in the middle of my bookshelves. In it are a Kachina, a statue of a Chinese-looking wise man, some rocks I collected on various beaches, a fake elephant tusk I bought at an auction years and years ago, and some broken down old toy cars that I also bought at an action. Oh, in another corner is a poster of Lenin.





There are many other objects: pottery I made, pottery a native American made, some beautiful rocks, some carved wood, pictures of friends I’ve had throughout life. Pictures of myself as I wanted to be that I drew at a an Anna Halprin dance workshop.
This room is a memory palace for me. I can wander around, touching each object, and remembering how I got it, and what I was doing when I got it, and I can tell a story for each object.


It makes me calm to see these things. Sometimes I just sit and stare, and think about stuff. Sometimes memory makes me sad. Other times not so much. I keep thinking I'm missing something. My band leader's sweater he always wore sits in a shelf, so I won't forget him. I have a ratty old orange couch from MNS, and and old teacher's desk I got in Brooklyn ages ago.
The room is a sanctuary, at times. However, the TV is also there, so often the kids are watching movies or cartoons. Then it's not so peaceful. Outside the window is the top of a cherry tree (I'm up on the third floor). For me, everything in the room is sacred, and it is my sacred space. It has nothing to do with religion, though, and everything to do with creating peace for me. Sometimes, it even works!